Starting over is a bitch. Right now, nearly everything and everyone around me is new. Its the fear of the vague and unfamiliar that I struggle with. Not being able to get comfortable and settled as easily as I once did. Looking for a new routine that suits this current environment. Not letting other people's shit and grime detour or stall my progress. I am a creature of habit, in need of routine to stay focused and serene. Every day is a hurdle... but I start each day with a run and some squats... so hopefully my legs won't give out mid-air.
Still, there are a few familiar faces that I should not neglect. I thank them for their generosity and patience. Especially Matt, whose generous gift (thank you again!) and encouragement pushes me to jump back in the game and get a little dirty.
